RYU BUN

omaralvarez:

I met Junethea Crystal Navarro Gonzales Centeno back in 2006. I was in eighth grade at rincon middle over here in Escondido and she was a freshman at mission hills in San Marcos. She was just that girl that I could never get over. She had the most unique name I’ve ever heard of. When I couldnt get her, I kept trying my hardest to up my game and make myself look better; eating right, running a mile a day for 3 months, just trying my hardest to REALLY IMPRESS her. I was in love the first time I saw her haha. It may sound a little corny, but I really felt that way. I even ditched school and snuck into her high school, getting into her PE class and her AVID class as a new student who lost his schedule haha. About a year and a half passed and we didnt really talk because she was dating someone. Actually, she was dating that someone when i first met her ^_^. I was a Sophomore at Escondido High and I finally got heron 09/06/08. My First Girlfriend, My First Love. I used to bike to her house which was about 6 miles. I’d even walk home and jump on the sprinter train sometimes. Where ever she was, I wanted to hang out with her. I’d drag my friends even if they didnt want to, and even if we had to walk really far. I Loved her so much. My family loved her. Her family loved me. My mom and grandma were and still are obsessed with her. She was EXACTLY LIKE ME. Dark, Loud, Spontanious, the I Dont Give a Fuuuuuck Attitude, sports head, can be really nice and really mean. Then, things fucked up and we separated after 19 Months of being Junethea & Omar.


She died today on the 12th of April, 2011. I woke up to a call from her auntie saying that she crashed into a construction divider on the I-15N. Spent the whole day at her house with that thought of hitting rock bottom. It’s been a while since I’ve cried like this. There is so much that I can type up, but I wouldnt really want my whole love life online. Rest in Peace, Babe. I know you’re still here watching over me and smiling.

 The Only Girl That Could Change Me.

2/21/12: I think back after looking at this, I’m still in the same situation after my ex died 10 months ago. When will I fall in love again ?

(via vanessaw17)